Just another thing proving how dumb guys are, it just makes me feel even better haha.
Reasons to marry me:
We'd eat pizza and listen to good music together and we'd probably fuck 14 times a week and buy too many pets and build pillow forts.
Thank you so much. You’ll never know how much talking to you about everything and nothing helps me so much. Just when i was thinking you were all too far to reach you proved me wrong. It’s good to know I’ll always have you in my corner, I really don’t think your timing could have been any better. Everyone has been making me feel like shit and somehow you made it seem like it wasn’t such a big weight on my shoulders.
Part of me has been pushing away the change that has been needed in my life for a while
I’ve been walked all over so much that I’m practically flat, and it sad the way I just haven’t stopped it
But I’ve realized how little people respect one another and the way people feel they have power over someone.
And that’s what’s needed in my life, a sense of power for myself instead of having others spreading me thin.
When you cry part of my heart dies, knowing I may have been the cause
I feel like salt is being pushed into my wounds, I don’t know how to stop it and i dont know if its being done purposely or accident but it still hurts regardless. I’ve never been one of those people who can just shut off or stop caring, I always care about the people in my life even if they don’t care about me. I was fine for awhile, I really was. I don’t know what’s changed for me, maybe it just took me this long to realize everything is different now and nothing will ever be the way it was. I can’t stop thinking about everything that has happened and I really did try but everyone makes it so damn hard. Whenever I start to feel a little bit better there’s the salt pushing into my wounds again and it should be healing but it’s not. I don’t have anything to distract myself the way I used to. I was counting on this one thing and now I’ve lost that too. I think that apart of me believed that even though it would be different id still find a way to keep m