To get me food in the middle of the night when there’s nothing in the house and I’m hungry.
For the first time in forever I was super pumped for my birthday this year. I was excited to be sharing such an incredible place with my friends like I’ve always wanted to and now I’m having doubts as to if it will even work out. I hate that I let myself think so negatively sometimes. Just trying to hold onto that excitement and hope everything works out this time.
Really feeling like B.Davis this week in more ways than one
I hope you’re as happy as you’re pretending
This has been the weirdest week of my life and yet so incredibly good. It’s weird.that I started the week in tears absolutely distraught and now I feel more confident than I ever have felt before. I’ve spent the whole week with the most incredibly great people and I honestly think my high school self would never have believed half the things that have happened this week. It’s so silly but I’m so incredibly proud of the way I have presented myself this week. I finally feel as classy as my friends see me. In regards to the girl who took the guy, I am so much better off than her. I am always dressed the best I can when I go out, I have managed to be incredibly mature and have branches out way beyond my comfort zone this week. Being positive and having positive goals and feelings is definitely beginning to turn my life around. I just feel a really good vibe about how things are going to turn out this time. I’m also reminded how incredibly greatful I am for the amazing women in my life who help me overcome everything, I don’t know what id do without them.
brooke davis appreciation week
↬ day four: favorite heartbreaking moment(s)
Brooke’s had her share of ups and downs… just like all of us. But most of you never saw it, ‘cause even when life got hard, Brooke never let it in.
It’s scary realizing there’s nothing keeping me here and knowing that it would still be so hard for me to leave. I think that I let the “what ifs?” in my life take over too much. My insecurities get in the way of my successes and in the moments when I’ve let my guard down I’ve had some of the best experiences of my life. Things I’ll remember when all the things that held me back are behind me. I’ll always have regrets, but it doesn’t mean they were all for nothing. As for the people who hold me up and push me forward, those are the ones I’ll always want by my side and will always support.
That’s the problem with putting others first; you’ve taught them you come second.
Falling in love is not the only adventure worthy of a young woman.